Thursday, March 20, 2008

Crawling back to u

I know we haven’t been good friends for some time. I know I have an ego problem. But this once I pretend I don’t have one ( Diplomatic na?). What to do? I am like that only. We have been together for so long that you know me well.

I know I can be rude at times but so do you. We both are at fault. Why not just accept our mistakes and make a fresh start. We owe each other a lot. Don’t you think so?

Let’s make the best use of the time that we have together. Both of us are aware that we are not going to be around each other for very long. Now is the time we can spend together…what say you?

I know you are pissed of at me, but I know you can’t be angry with me for long. As I say I am a nice guy..”Accha Baccha” . You know it too. Come on. Cut me some slack…I am not that bad…I need you.

I AM MAKING AN EFFORT TO GET BACK TO YOU. I HOPE YOU WILL FEEL THE SAME WAY..

Life, I am coming back to you..

Thursday, March 13, 2008

To begin with....

Once upon a time, there lived a boy called Rishi…. Well, he’s still pretty much alive. A little more rounder at the waist perhaps, but alive and well. And for a while all was good….He was like a Delhi roads… a perpetual Work in progress… sorry for the inconvenience; bear with us today for a better tomorrow and all that.
When people asked him what he did, He would easily reply, hey I’m doing my engineering man!! Royally screwed yeah, still got years to go to get it over and done with. Blah Blah blah… So, for a while… it was all good.. Well, not good in a yo ha hu yahoo!! way all the time, because there was the usually adolescent bullshit of heart breaks, exams, fucking pain in the ass college professors and oh yes… backs, backs and backs. But, then one fine day, He was done with engineering. He had done his time, paid his debt to society (No! the phrase isn’t appropriate, I know!! But hey, you haven’t been to my college either) and after 4 long years of chutypanti! (For lack of a better word) he’d say he had turned out pretty fine. Doubly placed!!! Even….
So, why am I referring to myself in the third person you might think…? I don’t know!!! So don’t ask.So, here I am..4 long years in engineering college has left a nice BIGASS void in my life! For which I will be eternally thankful.. A doubly placed instrumentation n control engineer, trying to make it in the world of software development. For 4 years, I’ve hidden myself behind the “work in progress” tag. And now as that reassuring bit of security is slowly getting dissipated, I find myself in a scary new situation. It’s Time to take on the big bad world. And I’m not ashamed to say, I am scared shitless!!
That blogging bug is back! For a while now, I couldn’t write.. Especially when all I did write was what I DID and how I DID it.. And forget another reader; it was ME who was getting bored of my own shit. So, a good long break and I think I’ve understood why exactly I had started this shit in the first place. I was nervous as hell, and had no idea what I was doing and I wanted a place to puke all the shit in my head out. And I wanted people to read it too.And I’m glad many people did and liked it, enjoyed it or reacted to it. :) Thank you. But I’m also sorry that you had put up with the crap that I was spewing for the last few months. This break had made me realize that unlike in the old days when I used this blog as a place to vent my thoughts out, I had reduced it a place where I gave near trivial accounts of the silly things I was doing once in a while…